I haven been blogging for like a week? Many things has been happening around in me lately.... I'm stressing over again after one year..why is this happening to me???? Is it because this good year for me have finally ended and so next year is coming?????? :'-(
Please don't do this to me......... why me?!

I've been drinking very often lately & staying out(been going out early morning come back bath prepare out again overnight late back again going bath prepare out again!!! Wtf?) continuously..... finally i'm back home at my own bed after 3nights outside. Scar and baluku are left behind after every session of drinking idk y is that so too..

I know i've to be more stronger sometimes.....like now because more nightmare are about to come